I received an email recently titled "remembering..." from a dear friend. She was writing to let me know that she was thinking of our babies, our babies that are in heaven. This month is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month. I wasn't even aware that there was such a thing, but I am thankful that there is. We lost our two babies in 2011 through miscarriage. I know that I am not alone in this loss and that many other women in this world experience this tragedy as well. We named our little ones though we didn't know their genders. I will never forget the ache I felt that morning after I lost Autumn. I felt so lonely and empty. After losing William, our second baby, the feeling of deep sadness just continued. I continue to reflect on what God taught us through this experience of brokenness. My friend said these words to me, "Looking forward to the day when Anna can meet her siblings, and we can meet them too. All joy is theirs..." They are experiencing full and perfect joy as they are with Jesus, and we wait with hope when we will all experience this full joy together! Thank you dear friend for dignify and remembering Autumn and William's lives! These are our babies, and though we never got to hold them we will always love them! I was encouraged by a another friend who had experienced miscarriage as well to have something that would remind me of our babies lives. I had this ring made with their initials engraved inside. I love everything about the ring and I look forward to explaining its significance to Anna one day!